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The street was completely dark now. It was wet,
drizzly, and occasional silent streaks of lightning flash on the horizon,
revealing through the low clouds the buildings way off in the distance. The
acrid smell of sulpher mixed with the filthy odors of excrement wafting up from
the curbs. He seemed suspended between one step and another. Rain was blown on to his face. Suddenly a car
raced past. Right out of the darkness
without lights.
“Hey!”
shouted.
There was no answer.
There never
was.
Not a street
at all, he realized, but some field or pasture.
The houses would have had some signs of light. “
The lightning
showed buildings way off in the distance,” he said to himself again.
If he could
only put one foot in front of the other and move towards his house. But his house could not be somewhere near, it
was somewhere else in the black thick night.
He had not been out for very long, although it felt like hours or days
or years. Was it a rural road somewhere
in Eastern Europe where he had taken his family on a mad research trip? Was it a mountain track in the Pyrenees—but
that would have meant a slope, an incline, and the clear mountain air.
“I have been
here before,” he thought. He could smell it, that stench of death and
decomposition, fetid air, thick in his nostrils.
Something
rubbed against his leg. A dog? He hasn’t
had a dog to walk since the children had grown up and moved away. He did not like animals. But what was it, then, this creature of the
night brushing against him: swish swish.
How could it
have been a car that seemed to race by out of nowhere and then back into a
vacuum? No lights, no pavement, nothing but a stink wafting up out of the
ground. Uncanny, all this, he thought.
“She would
know.” He felt a little comfort. “She always would know. Through all those years, she always could
figure out what was going on. But where
was she now?” He felt the ache in his
heart.
His foot
touched something when he found it falling towards the ground: cold and hard, a
stone, a slab, a gravestone. That’s what
it must be. He was in a cemetery.
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“Come into
the house, dad,” she said. “You’ll catch cold.
Come, I have some hot chocolate for you, just like you always like
it. Come in, please.”
They sat
around the table, three police officers, the middle-aged woman, and a man who
had walked in off the street. The room
was dark, one small candle burning on the zinc counter near where everyone was
seated, each one staring down at the table.
“I don’t know
who you are,” he said, “but I will take your warm drink, if you don’t
mind. It has been a long cold evening.”
“We’ve seen
you before,” the officer who seemed to be in charge said. “Do you live around here?”
The thick
sweet taste of the chocolate warmed his insides and he clutched the cup tightly
to gather in its heat.
“I used to,”
he said, “but that was a long long time ago.”
“He looks
like my father,” the woman said, “but it
would be impossible after all this time.”
The second
policeman took out a small notebook, flicked through the pages. “Here,” he said, “it was only two years ago.”
“Let me see
that,” said the third officer.
Rather than
look at the pages, he smelled them.
“I used to
have a dog,” the old man said.
“It was run
over when I was a little girl,” the woman said.
“That’s what
it smells like to me,” said the third officer.
“Give me
that,” the second policeman said. “Yes,” I think you are right.”
“You’re not
my daughter,” the old man said. “You
could be my granddaughter.”
“What a fool
you are,” she said.
Later the
three officers left, the woman went to bed, and the old man was back in the
street. “
“Again,” he
thought, “this isn’t a street at all.
This is a field somewhere over there”—and he pointed into the
darkness—“when I was studying the Gypsies in Romania. More than fifty years ago. That’s when the car came by. Out of nowhere. Then there was the blood, the silence, and
feeling of throbbing everywhere.”
It was though
he were sucked into a black hole, a dream of nothingness. Except for the heavy stench leaking out from
under his feet. Out of a grave.
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Report of Constable J.T. Riley, Constable Samuel
Akerfield, and Detective Sergeant O. Francis Smith, 2 March 1956. Kings County,
New York State.
Received several call-outs during the months of
September and October last. Members of
the public worried by repeated presence of an elderly gentleman, unknown to
them or neighbours, wandering aimlessly in their vicinity, often to early hours
of the morning. In particular, a Mrs.
Geneva Hazleton, widow, said that the man in question would stand rigidly
outside her house, and when invited in would claim to be either her father,
grandfather, or at times husband. She
reported that her deceased husband bore no relationship to this gentleman.
Along with the two constables above named, I attended
Mrs. Hazelton, sat for more than an hour, to calm her down and record her
statement. Twice the old man appeared,
as she described, and we invited him in to sit in the kitchen. He seemed very confused, but not aggressive,
and we deemed him not a threat to himself or anyone else. Attempts to ascertain his identity and home
address were unsuccessful.
We attempted, however, twice to drive him to
headquarters for further questioning and examination by a local physician. The first time he wandered away into the
darkness before we could escort him to the squad car. We decided not to pursue him. Two weeks later, after a second meeting in
Mrs. Hazelton’s house, we were able to bring him downtown for
interrogation. He made a short statement
(see below) but strangely disappeared before the scheduled appointment with the
physician the next morning. We cannot
explain what happened.
Statement by the
Unknown Person.
I cannot remember my
name, which used to trouble me greatly, but now seems a great relief. I find myself awakening in the evenings, when
it is usually too dark to see where I am, but have a feeling this is a place
where I once lived with my wife and children or perhaps with my granddaughter
after my wife passed away and my children went to live overseas. No one has contacted me as far as I can
remember. I am no longer afraid of what
happened to me.
No, I do not know how
old I am. Sometimes I feel like I am
well passed retirement age; at other times, I feel much younger, even vigorous,
and eager to find my family. What bothers
me most, during these hours when I can recall being awake and wandering through
a street or a field, is a terrible smell.
No, I cannot describe
this odor to you. Or rather, I do not
want to describe it. The sensations are
painful. They seem to come from under
the ground, or perhaps from inside of me.
Please stop talking about it.
At that point, he refused to speak any further. Though he sat still in the interrogation
room, he seemed to disappear into himself, and we were unable to awaken
him. In the morning when the doctor
arrived for his examination, we found the room where the elderly gentleman had
been waiting, empty. I am deeply
troubled by this incident, as are the two constables.
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