Putting You On Notice
Not
one flower has grown since I started writing this poem,
Not
one puppy has wagged its tail, or baby owl smiled,
No
one could even list the five most important events
That
were changed because of it. The ocean
foam
Still
piles up on the shore, those clowns who were exiled
From
their historic roles, well, nothing prevents
Them
returning to the circus for repainting. In fact,
The
only advantage created by my verse
Is
meeting you again after all these years:
The
last time, to be sure, neither of us had the tact
Or
maturity to realize that rhymes are a curse
And
yield not simple pleasure but bitter tears.
If I
wrote another sonnet, if I had the leisure,
It
would be a bouquet or florilegia.
Judging
by their Enamel, they could Sing Arias all Night
Perhaps
in the cave of the Neanderthals, that toothsome lot,
someone
dabbled and sprinkled the colours of the moon,
chewing
on sprigs and sprays to make a brush,
and
if she left her fingerprints, who would not
examine
them a thousand years too soon,
tripping
and traipsing, gnawing bones to mush,
the
despised outsiders created art. better, earlier
than
the noisy immigrants from Africa,
even
pointillist configurations, tier on tier
at
the edges of the cavern where it was darker
and
where shadows danced and leaped, a spear
in
hand, a dagger in the air, swish and swoosh
captured
in a strange meandering line, a dot
next
to a dot, the remnant of some forgotten tune.
Before
there were Voices or Vices
Darkness,
silence, insensitivity, what else
Can
there be lost in the great descent into death,
Unless
it is consciousness itself, not pulse
Or
something more subtle even than final breath;
And
dullness of intellect as nothing, or soft confusion,
As
when the river breaks through the levee, currents seep
Into
already sodden soil, stability an illusion,
Security
a shadow soaking up the peaceful sleep;
Or
extended hallucinations tangled in the weeds,
Like
primeval creatures, neither fish nor anemones,
Where
everything collapses into slimy beads
Of
silence, life deformed or formless, genes
Ungendered
and discombobulated, back
Into
the primary sludge, originary crack.
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