Saturday 9 November 2019


Our Own Berlin Wall Has Fallen
The anniversary of when der Maur came down, you know,
the Wall in Berlin, well, it came on a day when everyone came,
the cleaning lady, the heat pump guy, and Owen the mower,
even the window washer and then visitors from over there,
as well as all those trips to the doctor, the nurse, and the same
old litany of placebos and excuses for why no one, no
one could do anything significant, to make
the hurty places go away. When they chipped
away the rocks and masonry, we clapped—a break
between two worlds, we thought, was breached, and sipped
a little glass of schnaps to celebrate,
sips to hasten and deepen our sense of cheer.
But thirty years have passed too quickly and slipped
outside of memory, leaving us alone:
like money that is laundered, like coins that are clipped,
the sea has changed forever, for us at any rate.
The wall, the world, the weeds of time—all gone.


The Tortoise and the Hare

With as much speed as in a dream, we pass
each other in calendars of time, you always
speaking of our journey after you arrive
and leave me like the hare who, in a trance
of self-delusion, still sleeps; thus you contrive
to be like one moving at my pace, while days
go by unnoticed, and I believe the sands
still slowly fall, and  have no words to speak
that can affirm our joint existence. You
alone, and with you what you were and seek,
and I deluded, dreaming, imagine who
you are beside me in this race, afraid
to waken into reality, alive or dead
already; or a family of phantoms, each alone
and mirrored out of sequence, like flesh and bone;
or footsteps under a prehistoric sea, a trail
of individuals headed towards the end of time,
one already there, like the head of a snail,
the other always coagulating in its slime.

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