Our Own Berlin Wall Has Fallen
The
anniversary of when der Maur came
down, you know,
the Wall in
Berlin, well, it came on a day when everyone came,
the cleaning
lady, the heat pump guy, and Owen the mower,
even the
window washer and then visitors from over there,
as well as
all those trips to the doctor, the nurse, and the same
old litany
of placebos and excuses for why no one, no
one could do
anything significant, to make
the hurty
places go away. When they chipped
away the rocks
and masonry, we clapped—a break
between two worlds,
we thought, was breached, and sipped
a little glass of
schnaps to celebrate,
sips to hasten
and deepen our sense of cheer.
But thirty years
have passed too quickly and slipped
outside of memory,
leaving us alone:
like money that
is laundered, like coins that are clipped,
the sea has
changed forever, for us at any rate.
The wall, the
world, the weeds of time—all gone.
The Tortoise and the Hare
With as much
speed as in a dream, we pass
each other in
calendars of time, you always
speaking of our
journey after you arrive
and leave me like
the hare who, in a trance
of self-delusion,
still sleeps; thus you contrive
to be like one
moving at my pace, while days
go by unnoticed,
and I believe the sands
still slowly
fall, and have no words to speak
that can affirm
our joint existence. You
alone, and with
you what you were and seek,
and I deluded,
dreaming, imagine who
you are beside me
in this race, afraid
to waken into
reality, alive or dead
already; or a
family of phantoms, each alone
and mirrored out
of sequence, like flesh and bone;
or footsteps
under a prehistoric sea, a trail
of individuals
headed towards the end of time,
one already
there, like the head of a snail,
the other always
coagulating in its slime.
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