On the recent
passing of my friend and mentor
José Faur
Most
great men I have known I never met,
a few
encountered through the profane word,
and
some in passing visits, like a thousand bats
emerging
from a cavern in darkness, heard
in
screeching stampedes, not as coherent thoughts,
the
distance of the inscribed voice, but he
was
different; for we sat and chatted through
many
an afternoon in Jerusalem; when we
parted
and returned to quiet unspoken words,
the
sentences gained a resonance to call
from
the depths of prophecy, like lonely birds
who
sing to each other inside their hidden worlds,
no
longer chattering; we spoke as angels
do in
the heavenly void, creating spells
in a
superabundance of secret words
as
yet beyond all natural languages,
emerging
from the dark sub-lunar otherness, and all
the liquid
consciousness of unformed dreams,
before
there were baskets floating on the streams
of
Eretz Mitzraim, a river of sacred monsters,
with
lisping infants and plagues unimagined
and
still unnumbered in unwritten scrolls.
In memory of Lloyd Demause, Friend and
Mentor
You
liked to tease and yet were patient, came
When
bullies rose up out of the audience.
We
met rarely but wrote often, argued
And
challenged, as a mentor ought, without blame.
At times,
in a darkened restaurant, the sense
Of
what you meant cut quick into my soul.
And I
would ponder over the years; or, glued
Your
ideas on to my own until they merged;
And
even oceans and continents apart,
Before
I framed a sentence and honed a proof,
Your
critical voice, out of my pen, emerged
To
make me think again. We were never heart
To
heart, but you were always in my words, aloof
When
necessary to chastise me, or deep enough
To comfort
me in silence, confusion and doubt.
Fire and Flood
While
others have fought forest fires, shovel
In
hand, as flames tunnelled underground,
Burning
through twisted roots, it is a marvel
When
something burns unseen for months, no sound
Of
crackling or the hiss of gasses comes unbound
And
slices through soil and bracken, a devil
In
the sparks that suddenly erupt. And some
Dig
deeply into swollen river banks
To
make a breach and open a sluice, or plumb
Into
a hidden current, anything that ranks
As
flood control, some powerful pressures come
Out
of the secret channels of the earth, like tanks
Across
a field of trenches unseen over the Somme
Bloated
with a million muddied corpses, dumb
And dreamless,
thus their nations’ forgotten thanks,
To
build a bridge or raft with coffin planks.
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